May 2012
I strongly believe that this super robotic age that every one is waiting for in the not-so near future has been here for a long time. We work from 9 - 5, by the time we get home we’re exhausted and we start all over again the next day.
I remember speaking to the German guy on my train back from Victoria and he was saying how awful it is in Berlin, everyone so disconnected from the world and the people around them, with their earphones in going from one repetitive point to the other.
I think what also really adds to it is how much we rely on technology for every thing now. We have these super tech phones that we always have in our hands, constantly updating our every move, soon phones will completely replace wallets with that dumb ass chip. We’re all being medicated for social this and social that, but what can we expect when most people find it so hard to tell others how they feel because they’re used to typing it out on a computer screen?
Then there’s the fact that it is becoming increasingly difficult for some to string together a decent sentence that is grammatically correct because our phones even do that for us now. TVs and iPhones are replacing relationships, and the internet is replacing face to face conversation.
I must sound like some strict Amish parent, I guess it just kind of scares me where we’re going with this.
I also know this is all a dumb over-exaggerated generalization. Or maybe I have just been spending too much time at train stations during peak hour these past few weeks?
Every once in a while I get in this slow, relaxed mood for a couple of days where I don’t care if I don’t get to uni on time or if I fall asleep past my bus stop or whatever small things would ordinarily trouble me. I can stop for a while and see things as they really are.
At times like this I pride myself in knowing where I have come, especially looking back to where I came from. I never would have thought one year ago that I was worthy of the people that I have in my life today. I have met so many new faces since I came back and I am so thankful. I am thankful for my new found confidence, my new found hobbies, my routines, the overall happiness that I have found - the list goes on. Point is, there really is a light at the end of every tunnel, hold on tight because from rock bottom, it can only get better, and it really does in the end, I promise.
Why does death row exist at the pound. Fucking why fucking why fucking why. Sitting at the library looking at all these babe cats trying so hard not to cry this is so horrible I hate humans I want all the cats so they never have to be put down
I do not recall the last time I was this broke. Last night I had no money to get home from Leichhardt, then some guy bought two smokes off me and I suddenly had more money than I did in days. Now I’m sitting here hoping mum will remember to put my money through for my weekly ticket otherwise I can’t get to Uni. I’ve applied to 30 places, c’mon someone hire me pls
Running games, so exhausted.
I think I need to pretend that with every drunk text I send and phone call that I make that a kitten will die
Dancing against a wall for the new Girl Thing promo video seemed like a good idea at the time. Really not going to help the lesbian impression Jamie and I give off by being unseperable.
If you come off anon maybe
I just remembered a drunk Gigzy singing Tigers Jaw to me last night :-) luv u
Nothing tastes as good as skinny having a booty feels, wew!
I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT CATS AND DOGS AND ANIMALS ALIKE! THE WAY THEY SMELL, THE WAY THEY LOOK, THE WAY THEY LICK THEMSELVES ALL FUCKING DAY WHILE STARING AT ME, THE WAY THEY SLINK AROUND AFTER THEY JUST SHIT IN THE CORNER, THE WAY THEY FUCKING SOUND, EVERYTHING. Any animals in a cage or bowl I’m fine with though.
Hey man you’re a cunt :)